OK. So there's been so much that's happened. I don't even know where to begin... so I'll just go with whatever train of thought that I can come up with. lol
So I took the ACT last weekend and to be honest, I thought it was A LOT easier than the AP tests. It was just time consuming and a nessecary evil that had to be dealt with >.< Though I will admit that the math portion kicked my butt good, oh well *sigh*
Then my parents have me all geared up about college and I keep having small panic attacks when I start thinking about it too much lol. I'm thinking maybe I'm nit ready to go to college just yet. my future looks so unclear right now EEK!
THEN there's my dad.. He keeps critizing me and it's getting really annoying. Just today he was complaining openly about how bad I am for listening to my music. A) it makes me feel better. B) I'm not gonna listen to church and classical music all the freaking time! I mean its good occasionally but only when I feel like it! It doesn't make me a bad person if I'm not singing kum by ya 24/7. ok. Now that that's out of my system
Now I'm in AZ in 115 degree weather (it's not that bad actually) visiting my aunt and uncle. it's been alright, idk. it's just kind of made me a little depressed, but I couldn't tell you why that is.
i've started writing one of my stories again >.< And now that I've got time I'm gonna draw some more. I've been practicing with my new tablet so maybe I'll post some stuff on dA..or maybe not. Depends on if I want to embarrass myself or not! lol
And last but certainly not least...I CANNOT WAIT FOR BREAKING DAWN AND THE TWILIGHT MOVIE!! i'm absolutely dying from anticipation! I've watched the trailer and scene from it over and over and over ( i think this is a VERY unhealthy obsession, but we'll just roll with it ). But I'm trying so hard to be patient >.<
Well I think that's about all that's new that I wanted to tell you so I hope all you lovely's are happy and well. I love you guys!

I said I'd moved on and I'll leave it alone,
But before I walk out there is something that I need you to know,
I got lost in a blink of an eye,
And I can never get back, no I've never got back,
You were not there when I wanted to say,
That you were everything that right and it wasn't you but me to change,
Now I got to go it alone,
But I'll never give up, no I'll never give up

What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything

I said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
You were all that I had,
You were delicate and hard to find,
I got lost in the back of my mind,
And I can never get back, no I never got back
You were not there when I needed to say,
I hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning 'round for days,
Now I gotta go it alone,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up

What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything

What am I fighting for,
What am I fighting for

Never give up on this [x4]

Said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up

What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything

What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)

Said that I'd fight for the one that I've found,
I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around,
I fight you're a part of me now,
And I will never give up, no I'll never give up

~"Fighting"-Yellowcard